mydeclarationofindependence

2007-03-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

ive moved ! =)

2007-03-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

xinfu xinfu very xinfu. hahahaa
stayed over at loved one's hse.
heartwarming dinner wif dearest family.
white chicks.

half day baoc.
campus tour.
i tink tru this ..
ive known some of my frens more!
fun fun fun.

peiwen alvin and kent acced mi awhile
den left for bugis to eat.
thanks :)
i waited at library.
den ate at alameen with dearest.
my murtabak and curry!
YUMS.

randomly headed to causeway
to catch mr bean's holiday!
not as nice as i expect it to be.
but still quite hilarious la. hahaa.

arcade.
and we got random sweets.
soccer machine tt cheat money.
simple maths machine.
bishibashi.
feel achieved.

ate at foodcourt
den dearest insist on sending me home.

so while waiting for bus..
we played.

scissors paper stone
cai quan
hei bai pei.
zhui ba shou zhi bu yi yang
rope.
hand.
johnny woosh

hahaha all the funny dumb actions .
made us high.
and funny ting is.
when dearest win one time
he will lift his head like SUPER HIGH
and act seh.

all in all.
im loving my life!
:D

you dun do wad u say. disappointed.

pls be urself. do the right thing at the right time pls.

2007-03-22T02:06:00.000+08:00

baoc baoc baoc baoc baoc baoc baoc.
this is mostly wad i do everyday in my holidays.
its kind of fun when we all luff tgt.
but on the other hand..
its kind of tiring.
cos had to do many ling ling shui shui stuffs.

these few days..
i dunnoe wad got over me.
i used harsh tone to tok to boyf altho i dun mean it.
and i get emo VERY easily
over minor matters which actually is not impt.
and i hate the this me.
but thanks my beloved frens and boyf
who kept showing mi wif care and concern
and of many loves! hahaa

i love them!
and i promise.
the old chenpei will be back!
:D :D

and thanks darling weeling
for ur cookies and cream hello panda!
muacks!

oso..
weizhen is going to serve thai trip soon.
BON VOYAGE k?

takashimaya.artfren.seoulgarden.fareast.closedshop.chamelon.watson.
so many to be mentioned.
but im simply loving u more.
hahahahahahahahaaha.

on a random random random-ness note.
u dun have to be so purposely.
u dun have to act like ure so pitiful.
u dun have to care abt us so much.
pls. im sooooo sick of this.
can u just dun go overboard?

let people lead their own lives..

maybe im selfish.

but dionne said this to me
" sometimes in life , you have to be a little bit selfish so that u can have that much happiness "

perhaps it's true? :))))))

2007-03-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

slackest day ever since holiday start.
im alone WHOLE DAY.
and im woke up by boyf's call at 4.30pm.
HAHAHAHA

dun say im a pig.

random convers wif wendy ytd at vilage dinner!
wendy: he says he dun mind sending mi home becos he says he wants to see me. but if too late den canot sent.
me: wth? hahahaa. so weird.

* and so we were tinking late at nite den all the more shld send? cos it's more dangerous for a girl to go home late?

den later, i asked boyf.
me: would u rather send mi home in the day or nite? ( can only choose one )
him: of cos nite la.
me: why?
him: is not safe at nite to let u go home alone ma. and i shld protect u.

* beaming with smile. HAHAAHHAA
i tink im xing fu.
HAHAA

anyway.
i tink this song is nice..

QIAN ZHE NI by 2moro.

在我的心上刻下一个名字
不用刻意也不可能忘记
这一个你让我的每天更有趣
连呼吸都变成是一种甜蜜
在我的床边贴著你的影子
闭上眼睛梦里也能见你
如果爱情是王子和公主的游戏
孩子气不算什么问题
牵着你我陪你看流星
我为你把时间暂停
晴天或下雨
牵着你找一个浪漫天真的结局
因为你我相信
世界真的存在奇迹

:)

and ..i like my hair when i cut tt day.

2007-03-15T01:30:00.000+08:00

MANY special thanks to..
* DIONNE
* PHOIYEE
* CINDY
* YIXIN
* WEITING
* SALNY
* WEELING
* PEIWEN

:)) thanks for the chocos, the hugs, the kiss, the tissue. bla bla

and i realised. it's tru bad times that u noe whu actually cares abt u :)

and i love boyfren MANY MANY!

HAHA

2007-03-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

results coming out soon.
lets all pray for the best. ;)

been having MANY nightmares these few days.

im seriously not slping well man.
somebody , chase my nitemates away?

"the struggle for freedom, the struggle to be understood, the struggle to be who we are, the struggle to find meaning to life .."

saw this somewhere
and thought abt it.

ya.. why is life so complex?

but im lucky enough..

boyf will helps fulfil my dreams.
boyf understands me.
boyf loves me for who i am ( altho i have MANY unglams )
boyf brought meaning to my life in those ways which my frens cant.

and of cos,
i still love my frens!
ahhaha
send many weird msgs to tell my frens how much they are impt.
:))

they tot im going to die soon . LOL

muacks!

2007-03-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

there are somethings
that i cant say to my frens.

how much i really wanted them to be there.
how much i really need them.
how much of importance they are to me.

they are just not around.

i wonder those pple
whom i regard as my true frens
do they think likewise too?

disappointed.

maybe..
maybe..
maybe i should learn to be independent.
----------------------------------------------------------------------

wallet shop.
bought something for xueting.
called her and asked wads the design like.
hahaha
i tink she damn cute.
cos she sound like quite excited.
den when i told her im just looking arnd.
her tone immedly. sadded.

hahahaa.

ok la. love it can le :)

randomly.

2007-03-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

went baoc today altho MANY classmates nv come.

but thanks VAL and CINDY
for accompanying me.
APPRECIATED ;)

and thanks pigfood!
ur greentea. will make ur eyes look really small.
please trust me. hahahahahahaa

and i din regret going today
altho i was scared of being outcast and alone.
made new frens!
alvin , ei hsin , jocelyn , yong xin , blahblah.
today was fun and tiring.
cos we hav never ending stuffs to colour.
but we have lots of lame jokes.
and HI5 when our hands are alllll DIRTY.

and esp ei hsin.
she looks damn dao
but she is super frenly and nice.

i forsee a baoc full of her bullying.
cos she press lift open for everybody
and she demand a thankyou ONLY from me!

;(

ahaha
had many events clash tonite.
but all was for some reasons or another,
i din attend.

went town to buy bday pressie..

and bla bla.
moodswing-ness.

bfren tried to cheer mi up.
and he bluff mi he going toilet
yet he went to buy my FAVOURITE HIGH HEEL shoe for me.
with a cute letter inside.
and he claim tt he borrow from the salesgirl
and need to return later.
so tt white paper is an IOU.

hahahaaa.. :D :D :D :D :D :D

see pictures!

the box wif the note.

front view

side view

and he micmick MRS NORBIT voice
wif the just follow law INDIAN SECURITY voice
from far east to cine.
he REALLY noe how to make me laugh man. hahaa

:) i simply love bfren!
cos all this is just for ME!
hahahahaha

thanks for accepting me for who i am.
thanks for being there always.
thanks for cheering mi up wif ur super unglamness.
thanks for EVERYTHING!

2hotdogs 3chickenwings 5marshmellows
* winks

2007-03-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

sometimes.
no i mean everytime..
everyone will start wondering

wad are frens for?

people say.
frens are when ure down, they are there for u.
when u need help , they will lend a helping hand.
when u nid a shoulder , they will let u laid on theirs.

but how many actually did stop and be there for u?
and accompany u tru all the ups and downs?

everyone has their selfish needs and reasons.

no one is willing to compromise fully to each other.
no one is willing to do sumting when he or she is at the losing end.
no one is willing to share the benefits wif others.
no one is willing to put others above themselves.

everyone is saying how much we should cherished our loved ones.
yet on the other hand,
everyone is doing the opposite.
not intending to grab any golden opportunity to maintain the frenship.

and as days , months , years passed..
u may not even remember u had such a fren..

some people just affect my mood too easily too much
this goes to show how much importance they stand in my life.

ahhhhhhh.
i dunoe wad im toking..

im mood swinging..

so dun provoke mi these few days.
im unreasonably weird. =( :) =( :)

2007-03-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

NI SHI ZHU! :D

loves.

thanks peiwen and kent for accompanying mi today.
:))))
and during baoc,
peiwen covered her face wif black shaw.
and i was finding her eyes.
den i just move a little closer.
and PIAK!

i kissed her .

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

ahhaa
anyway. saw a cheers advertisement.
SUPER LAME.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t-QA3-wT2k4&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww%2Efriendster%2Ecom%2Fscrapview%2Ephp%3Fuid%3D4063566

but sumhow it's meaningful and enlightening.

" To every little good things in life , CHEERS ! "
:D i tink is niceeeeee.

i am a happy girl! :))

2007-03-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

my mum says im getting rounder.

is it because when ure happy ,
it's all written over ur face.

or

is it i ate too much ?

i need to go jogging!

okayyyy. ban soft drinks !

" can u explain to me what is this? "
ahhahahahaa.

please recover asap.
i dunnoe to cry or to luff.
cute shit.

2007-03-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

sat - SUPER HUGE DOG :D
another first.

went escape.
lucky for us.
today didnt rain.

played rainbow ( super fun. )
wet & wild ( haahaha super wet & super dry )
gokart ( last one )
aeroplanes ( tHEy say is scariest. and i feel cheated )
haunted house ( to me no scary , but the person beside mi SCARED )
pirate ship ( the girl tok like cartoon )

played roller coaster
my fren SCREAM in a super sissy manner
and after the ride.
this girl infront ask her fren.
omg. who's tt screaming just now?

hahahahaa

in-tent games ( fun )

won a HUGE DOG , a small dog and a dolphin.
:D centre of attention for the day!

go everywhere and anywhere..
people will be looking at the dog!

i like the attention given.
LOL somehow. proud of it.

small dog
names xiao precious
is super tiny small.
( not with me )

dolphin
named ORH LULU
is medium the size.
( on my bed )

super huge dog
named precious
is from my shoulder to knee below a little.
( on my bed )
:D

see.

hahahaaa.

FUN is the word to describe today.
i want many days of this.

on a random note,
thank you for ur baby lotion.
<3

2007-03-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

a whole week of first time :D

mon. cycling
tues. router
wed. meeting people.
thurs. baggy
fri. mind's cafe

woolala.

okay. abt mind's cafe.
is kind of fun.
cos is a cafe wif drinks and fingerfood.
and u can play all the games they have there.
like boardgames and card games.

a nice experience.
hahaa and i definitely will go there again.

out of 4 games
i wont 3 ! :D

im the pro. whahahaha

" we have nothing to do , but we just dun wan to go home "

2007-02-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

protege.

omg la.
e girl whu overdose of drugs died so horribly.
i cant stand the gruesome lah.

sorry i cant watch ghost movie wif u le. HAHAA
i canot even take this. :(

cycle at ecp.
and within 2 hrs of sun.
i got BURNT.
like roasted RED la..
so useless.
and is super pain..
i hope i will recover by tml noon.
at least..

kbox.
like wooh!
kept refilling tidbits.
like hungry ghost la.
jay chou concert
wif cai yiling.
and jay chou ask audience to DIAM
how rude..

hahahaha

SUPER unglam sleeper on the bus.
HAHAHAA.

and there is this man that toks DAMN LOUD.
even when told to low down his volume.
he dun care.
i feel like giving him a slap.
but then again.
he dun look normal.
so maybe tt's his disability.

funan it mall.
broadband router and usb adaptor.
130 bucks in total.
EX. but is the cheapest we can all find le.

random walking arnd ps.
and ARCADE!

played bishi bashi
the chinese drum.
and foto hunt.

kip "screaming".
but nevertheless.
we had a lot of FUN!
ahhaa. and i kept laughing after tt.

ya. $5 to make mi super happy.
im easily contented. :D

fake gelare and fish soup noodles
at foodcourt.

* 2 scoop ice cream waffle.
waffle aunty: u wan wad flavour ice cream?
us: vanilla and wad other flavour u have?
waffle aunty: vanilla and chocolate only.
us: -.- den one flavour each.

i dunnoe why i find it amusing myself.
cos she say until like got a lot of flavours.

and i saw AGNES at traffic light.
we had a " ^5 "
super cute la she.

;) im a happy girl.

"without me, life would be meaningless"
hahahahahaha.
random.

2007-02-25T18:33:00.000+08:00

norbit . ghost rider . just follow law.
;) been watching so many movie lately.

baoc starting this WED.
i hope it will be FUN..
cos ive been looking forward to it since dunnoe when le.

ate sakae..
and im seriously SICK of jap food.
ate like 4 times within this 2 mths.
considering i dun eat jap food last time..

hahaa.
so dun ask mi out for jap food le.
pleaseeee...

and i seriously wan to go shopping.
but im lack of money
yet i dun have time to work.
or rather. i dun have a flexi time job.

nvm.
may god bless mi wif all the tings i wan.
HAHAA altho is not reaching my birthday yet.
:P

and on a random note
im going jogging NOW! :D:D:D
i hope i kip this enthusiaism for jogging forever.

roy says im rounder :(

2007-02-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

"The future is ours to build"

is this one of the singapore motto?

LOL.. ;))

and im pissed wif my dad.
went doc today for regular..
bill added up to 64 bucks.
which is super EX..

den parents dint wanted to pay

dad: kip seeing doctor for wad?

* my thoughts...
u tink i like going to see doctor
every now and then?

haiiz.

if i can..
i will never wan to step into that clinic again lor..

so at nite when i was facing my laptop watching shows.
he sigh.
and threw 64 bucks on my keyboard..

DOTS.

i dun like tis attitude :(
not happy then dun give.
the most i pay for it myself ma..

nth to say...

2007-02-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

my parents brought us to visiting today..
went granduncle hse. $6
went dad fren ah tiong hse. $6
went small aunt hse. $20

seriously, small aunt is mad this year.
is the first time ever tt she invited us to her hse
to eat dinneR! like miracle man!
and she usually give 10 bucks hongbao only.
this year.. she is simply mad.
but i love it :D

i simply cant imagine the days without you.

empty.

now i know,
you're the drug i cant quit.

2007-02-20T14:26:00.000+08:00

it's been AGES since i update.
AHhaha.
and im finally back from MALAYSIA!
a place tt i never want to be .
cos i usually kana called " PANG MEI "
or my cheeks are usually kana squeezed by my cousins.

BUT LUCKILY,
this year.
that cousin nver came over.
so no name calling
no squeezing of cheeks!
:D :D woohooo.

went malaysia.. mainly to sleep.
nothing really much to do.
but my cousins are fun la.
always making pple laugh.
doing stupid tings.

had seen many fireworks above my head
really NEARRRR..
:D nicee.

played mahjong but ..
my this year luck not so good.
never really win
-.-

and i seriously dun like my BIG aunt.
she always say how bad mi and my brothers are
and how good my the other aunt' children are.
anyhow lor.
say she look by face shape.
IF SHE IS THAT ACCURATE.
she can be rich by now le. go be fotune teller lah.

and most amusing is,
she wan to exchange ten one dollars wif dad
to put into red packets for OTHER PPLE
but she nv return my dad the TEN bucks.
den off she go to other pple hse wif her two daughters
to bai nian.

SOME SHIT LAH SHE.
use OTHER ppl money to go get ANOTHER PPLE MONEY.
cheapskate lah. kns.

she is damn insensitive to ppl feeling oso.

and one ting. she always claim to be poor.
she makes new year goodies.
and she says.. she make $5000 of goodies.
earn $200 only.
oh HAHA. who will believe huh?
her house got like SUPER GOOD HI5 SET LAH.

summore her hse is my granduncle pay for her!
NOT SHE HERSELF.

freaking ass la.
zhuo ren zhuo dao zhe yang.
might as well bang wall.
i seriously HATE HER.
okay enough of ranting.

some pics here..

my cuteeeeee niece. she's SUPER NAUGHTY and VIOLENT!

my another nephew. he will be damn smart next time man!
LOOK AT HIS FOREHEAD! luo han man
and LOOK AT HIS EYELASHES.
i tink need a comb. soooo long!

random! my cousins and my parents.
jerald, lewis, yilin, mum and DAD LAST TIME FOTO! HAHAahhaa

my dream THICK THICK de bedsheet :D

HOW PATHETIC :(
so kind souls, donate money to me!

okay, den on the way back to SINGAPORE.
we saw a police stationing in the middle of the car jam.
and he has a BIG FAN BEHIND HIM.
super amusing lah! hahaha

den during the boot check by police.
when we about to go off.
a police woman is drinking a cup of ICE MILO
den my bro say he wans.
so my DAD wind down the window
and " MDM MDM, my son wants to drink the milo "
WTH LAhhh.
my dad is crazy. ahaha funny shit.

and im glad im back to SINGAPORE.
miss everyone everything here like mad...
including singapore TOILETS!

now random pics from previous times.

*kop from weeling :D
east coast park!

our kbox madness~

twin watch! :D

pizza in school. bamp!

PIG in the ZOO! :D:D

now.. my VERY UNGLAMNESS.
due to BMGT MADNESS.

DONT LAUGH!
this is my class FORTE!..
hahaa i love my tf02! :D:D

2007-02-06T00:34:00.000+08:00

.down.up.down.up.down.up.down.

let this be put to an end.
please..

2007-01-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

okay.. as promised.
:D uniform day pictures!!

im ironing my shirt wif weeling's ADAPTOR :D
dont tell mi i look like maid.

sunday..
had bmgt project meetup.
and it was kinda slack
SCHOOL is damn hot on sunday.
cos there's no ELECTRICITY
so giam lorrr..

ichiban . kbox

is the first time i went there for dinner.
and the tempura icecream is really.
woo! delicious.

kbox experience was comfortable and fun!
my fren DID a damn malu ting when we going off.
had a GRAND finale which is ON the song LOUD LOUD
and let the whole world noe we going off.
even toilet oso can clearly hear the song lah.
AHHAa but funny lahhh ;))

walked from toapayoh all the way back to amk.
both of us was LU CHI
but to my intelligence.
we managed to find our way.
EVEN THO..
we had walk a BIG ROUND
and came back to the same spot previously.

tiring but interesting.
:D

monday...
skipped bmgt tutorial
and went to see doctor.
my fren accompanied mi all e way to amk
just to see doc
and then go back jurong for work.
NICE LAHHHHHHHHH!
im really super touched. haha
cos i nv even request for it.

okay.
chenpei is gonna be a good girl
and listen to the doctor
no more dairy products!

chenpei please get well.
pleaseeeeeee

2007-01-20T02:03:00.000+08:00

had managing fear in LMS class today.
we had to go arnd ngee ann and do stuffs tt we dun dare!
random dares that we had.
1. go arnd canteen one and act like you are catching butterflies.
2. stand high on the chair and sing an entire song
3. catdown along canteen one and say i love you and thank u to those whu is seeing and give kisses.
4. fall down EXAGGERATLY in np orchard road and wait for people to help her up.
5. the guy has a ribbon above the head and hairclips. they hav to go round asking 3 girls and 1 guy to agree that he is sexy. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

today is second day of ngee ann OPENHOUSE
and weeling dionne cindy and me
wore our SEC SCH uniform to school !

everyone is like tinking we are the sec sch people
coming for openhouse.

#1
frens: WHY U WEAR UNIFORM?!?!?!!!?!?!
frens: ur cheapskate .. wan get goodie bag ah?!?

#2
unknown ngee ann openhse people in the welcome booth:
hello, are ur coming for ngee ann open house?
dionne: no.
* me laugh laugh laugh laugh and holding a laptop.
the guy: hey how come that sec sch girl carrying a laptop ah?
- keeps on staring and staring.

#3
enthu guy: HEY HEY take our PAMPHLETS!!!!!!! :D:D
me: sorry sorryy.. laugh and walk off.

#4
e photocopying machine behind library
aunty: how come ur noe here can print tings?
us laugh laugh laugh.
me: aunty we are actually from ngee ann.
aunty: HUH? really ah? why ur wear uniform to sch? to get goodie bag ah? LOL

#5
we were at library room beethoven.
everyone walk pass will look at our room.
once. twice AND the third time!
they must be thinking.
did we really book the room?

#6
that gang of people: oie ngee ann students. LOL

HAHAahaA.
but my hair colour actually quite obvious that
im fake goods. LOL

anyhow write name and took part in a SURE WIN lucky draw.
there are many many tings to win
and i got a membership card for cathay cinema!
many many many many privileges lah!!!!!
:D i tink i got lucky hands.

cos cos..
later again..
i helped cindy to write ..
and she got the membership card too!
while the rest has shirt, figurine and tongkong. :D

den had another lucky draw at ba block
we were given the coconut ting!
the inside jelly one..
super niceeeeee ;)

overall..
a nice nice nice nice VERY nice experience
altho very very EMBARRASSING.
HHAha

went town for movie .
blood diamond!
super lengthy..
super lao suo..
and i REALLY fell asleep in the middle of the show..
for like one hour?
rating of the show. 1/5
dun watch pple!.
waste money..

later like me.. slp inside.
-.-
but e show is boring!.
ok lah, maybe to me only.

OH, then in the cinema.
this inconsiderate indian woman.
sat at our seats!
den we din wan to make much noise
so we sat at the other row..
if got pple den we move.
den really got lah. bla bla.
den the ticket person come in check our ticks
we told her.. cos the indian woman took our seats.

BUT SHE accused us say we sit her place first..
thasts why she sit our place.
SHIT her lor..
we came in later than her OK?!

dun like her.
this movie really is bad.
but but but..

i love love love today;s company :))
fruitful
HAHA
-pics another day :D

2007-01-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

slept only 2 hrs.
BAD.

was chionging my bmgt project.
and had no time to even tink abt having meal.
the silly cooked a bowl of maggie mee
and fed me every mouthful till the mee is finished.
<3s :D
you bei teng de gan jue lah.

the silly send me all the way from clementi back to amk
and then, ITSELF travel back from amk to jurong.

:))) touched cos it's really FAR

waited at amk bus stop for bus home
there's this three guys toking abt e gurl they like
guy1: if i really love the girl, i wun even mind sending her home even if she lives in jurong east lor.

-random of the day. :D i love u lahh lahh LAHhh!

tired. im off to SLEEP! :(
im not doing maec tutorial
goner. LOL

2007-01-14T02:36:00.000+08:00

had dinner with kent salny peiwen weeling.
at sumo house.

hahaa
i tink the staffs hate us..
cos they closing at 9.30..
we went in at 9.10
left at 10.
HAAHA =X

had some talk in some place of amk.
we tok abt old young times..
when kent's small butt drop and stuck into the toilet bowl
when salny carry her tam pui and run to watch tv
when peiwen loves to say bye bye to her dad when he go in bathing
bla bla bla.

SO FUNNY lahh..
to reminise the past
and see what stupid ting u do.

hahaa had a real good laugh :))

in a random note,
i love you. haha

2007-01-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

i think this is abit late.
but really had no time to really write them down.
2006 has been a making frenz year :))

ive many many wonderful people coming into my life.

peiwen - got to noe u just any old how. i oso forgot how. but becos we live in amk, we began to get closer. we have many sleeping bus rides home and ive seen all ur unglam sights!. LOL and those WU GUI car knock head ting. i still remember whenever i take bus with you, your mp3 will be ALL emo songs.. i still claim that ur mp3 likes me. HAHA. anyway thanks for the SWEET SWEET roses that u give me when i had chicken pox. was REALLYYYY touched. :) AHHA u are entitled to my unlimited hugs oso!

dionne - my twin! i still rmb my first impression of you is DAO BUTCH. i talked to u first and got so excited that i found my first classmate and ur first reply was orh when i told u im in the same class as u. LOL. but gladly, we got closer and tadA! i noe u love me now. AHAHA man.. i rmb u carrying the green nike bag and we kept suaning u cos it is so common everywhere. thanks for the postcard that u gave me.. and those funny words that u say to cheer mi up when im down..and those retarded pictures that we took. thanks for all ur coolshit lameass smackhead things that make up my days! :D and the pretty roses that u all had bought for mi and walk all the way to find my hse.

phoi - my darlinggggg!!! i really love the times when we are crazy especially bamp and east coast where we sing all kinds of songs from kids songs to national day song etc.. altho u may get emo sometimes, but u noe i still love u. HAHAA. i rmb we went to the tuition grant ting together even tho we dint noe each other much. i rmb we sat at the snw lecture and u ask mi for my number and i refuse to give. i rmb how u always DOT me in msn. altho sometimes we may not talk as much, but really thanks alot when u do shower mi wif concern when im sad. :D thanks so much for the trip to my hse to give mi roses during my chicken pox! love!

salny - my hellokitty go crazy fren! i actually din get to noe u very much until the day mi kent and u chatted in atrium until 11pm. i still rmb that we are laughing our hearts out and oso emo like siao that day. is the first ever day tt i really got to noe more in depth of u and understand u more.thanks for helping mi collect postcards just cos u noe that i love them. hahaa touched.and i love ur loud loud laughters cos it always make mi luff when i hear them.. i really wan u to be happy happy .. :D cos that is then my darling salny. :)

weeling - my another darling! i rmbed i got close to u.. during the shopping trip after my chicken pox! i rmb that day we went arnd whole city hall to find peiwen's water bottle. HAHA. and i have ur unglam fotos! and i noe u have mine!. hahaa i love it when we do crazy stuffs. especially retarded ones. thanks for sending me songs whenever i requested HAHAAHAH. and you are my photo-requesting partner man.cos u are always asking mi to send u the pics we took. HAIYO!. thanks for always entertaining me of wad i said. :) :P

weiting - my mad mummy! we were in the same snw class but we din tok much. util this sem when u start feeding mi wif food CONTINUosly wout stopping.. then u became my mummy and me, your baby who u wan to choke. LOL. thanks for the food thast u have provided me mummy. i feel so doted. HAHAa. rmb , be a happy girl ok? madbaby is here to give u a hug. :D

fred - oie uncle! haha so coincidently we work at the same place before poly start. and so coincidently we got into the same class. LOL. altho u always suan mi.. but i noe ure still nice lah. thanks for carrying my laptops and heavy stuffs without complaining. thanks for that time when u offer me to sit rather than u snatching the chairs to sit. and I RMB u went to buy a bottle of plain water for mi just because i said i had no water, dun wan water cooler and i was sick. i was reallyyyyyyyyyy touched. HAHA. :))))))

kent - TIKO PEK! ahhahahahaha. altho u are always crapping and toking nonsense, you are really nice sumtimes. i dunnoe how to put them into words but thanks for always making the whole class laugh with your jokes. yeah, we always complain say u kip saying the same story 5 times.. but thanks for the sharing of ur interesting sec lifelah. LOL... thanks for those gentlemanly times when u offered to help carry heavy stuffs. oh yah! and i rmb those times when u are always the first one to rush to buy food whenever we have our breaks. HAHAA

shenglin - foresttttttttttttttttttt. i rmb i got to noe u only tru last sem cip test .. LOL anyway thanks SO MUCH for always helping mi to print my notes and i noe i really give u a troublesome time to help mi. LOL. thanks for being concern even tho is KAYPO. hahaa but sometimes ur care and concern does make my day. thanks for buying mi strepsils when i had sore throat! HAHA and i noe ure always the one who help mi carry my stuffs when i had no hand. thanks lah huh. and pls, the laptop cover is i buy first one! HAHA

weekok - my brother !! some ass man. AHHAA no lah kidding. i rmb i din noe ur existence even tho we were in the same snw volleyball for 10 weeks. ahha i only got to noe u during the match. hahaa wad STAR PLAYER. as if lah.. i tink im the star player. hahaa. altho u are always mean with your words and is always criticising abt people.. i noe u are nice lahh. thanks for the few times of LONG fone calls just because i told u i cant sleep. thanks for asking mi questions before exams to let mi tink of wad i dunnoe. thanks for a whole day of sms asking me to tell u what happened and showing me ur concern when i told u i had no mood to tok. REALLY appreciate it alot altho is kind of irritating. LOL. thanks for always helping mi with sch stuffs. amazingly. wad i dunoe is wad u noe and vice versa. altho sumtimes i get annoyed by u kip saying about ur cute girl, but is still quite fun spying ur cute girl and u brainwashing me that she is cute. LOL.

daisy - my pig food. AHAHA i only get to noe u when u added mi in ur msn cos i am ur sc. we had many chats that time and i am always suaning u. BUT i rmb when u start to suan.. is one arrow see blood one. ahhaa. thanks for confiding in me ur problems that day, trusting me that i will keep them safe. ahhahaa those... wo yao ba ni mai diao times.. aww.

jackey - e DA DA DA erxin ZHU.haha know u tru sc steamboat outing and had really bad first impression of u. felt super dots whenever u said hi to dionne in school and treat me as invisible when u see mi in sch. SO DAO. and unluckily enough, i got to be in ur grp during bamp. seriously, u make mi feel like not going. AHAHA but yeah. tru the camp, ive got to noe u better and my impression of u did change lah. to better of cos. altho u kept suaning mi during the camp, ( ur DA cut till so ugly, can write faster or not? etc..) , i will still forgive u lah. im nice. HAHA. thanks for providing us with food and drinks when we said we were hungry in the first day. thanks for making DILUTED milo for us during the first nite of camp.. and thanks for worrying that i had no one to bathe with on the second nite cos weizhen had went off earlier. :))

weizhen - EH DARLING!. i rmb the firs ttime i tok to u.. is during sc steamboat AT the dirty bowling toilet. ahhaaah. got into same bamp grp as u.. and was really glad to have u with mi tru the camp. tho u left early.. leaving me alone but those camp days with you is great! singing all the songs on the bus, practising cheers, self-enthu.. pai gu jing and chi zhu jing.. running arnd sch during nite treasure hunt. hahaa i rmb how i have force a hug on u secretly when im all smelly and dirty. HAHA. u made my bamp days a lot happier and more enjoyable. if not maybe i would even have regretted attending. ahhaa. i hope our baoc days will be fun too! wit me and wit u arnd. AHHAHAHA. a smelly hug. :D

wendy - oie hippo my uncute unsweet unkind love. LOL. i got to noe u tru foc camp at the start of poly. i rmb u were closer to steph than me.. and all those series of things happen. damn funny to tink back then.. tho we were from diff course diff sch diff everyting.. im glad tt we can kip in contact and meet up oftenly to do crazy stuffs. with u arnd, i nid not care abt maintaining any image. wit you.. all i have was fun.. even tho sumtimes im pek cek wit u cos u are super blur .. but i still love u. ahhaa thanks for the biggest birthday burger that u gave me.. and the whole day of celebration that u planned for me. really been a memorable day for me! and our xmas countdown.. ur duplication of my sms.. etc.. all the things we do.. had alrdy been carved in my heart. :))))

clarice - clarice sim the pig. LOL knew u tru cjc orientation. u were really great. i tink my memories of cjc .. is only u and roy and daniel man. without u all. i dun tink i will even enjoy cjc a slightest bit. i love being and going out wif u. cos we always do crazy stuffs. and ure always getting so excited over small little tings.. all those useless mugging times .. all those expensive food and celebrations of our bday over a small cake..singing happy birthday song to ourselves.. and the you who is always asking mi to watch movie wif u.. and u.. getting so high over seeing cute guys... ahhaha i just love being wit u :D

roy - hahaa altho din spent much time with u as compared to wit clarice. i noe ure still great.
ahhaa still rmb those funny conversations we have on the fone at nite..and the qns. who would u like if it has to be from our class.. HAHA. and all those emo and illogical arguement tt u always have wif clarice. our collaboration to cheat her that long john has 2 levels.. and u constantly asking mi out for dinner and mi saying tt i cant make it. AHHAHAA.. but i still wan to say.. thanks for all those cjc memories. :D

bendan - love those night calls we have and those full day smses. i always beam widely with smile whenever i read those weird smses that i tot normal people wouldnt have said. thanks for worrying abt my safety and whether had i reach home during christmas eve. thanks for giving mi security when i am scared. thanks for telling me abt everyting abt ur past that day. u made mi change my initial opinion of u and to be attracted to u. the billybombers funny name that u write on the reservation paper. the MANY food that u order.. the "im coming here wif my mum" in the feedback form.. the warm water u ordered for mi cos u said the weather is cold. the way u give mi warmth when im freezing. the jacket u hold to cover mi from rain. the expensive cab home.. the funny qns that u ask in the movie.. the silly you who came down all the way to amk to have lunch with me.. the supermarket trip that is sumting i never did before. the walking arnd doing nth yet still feel so good.. the pi pa gao.. the cough syrup u get.. the different types of lollipops u bought from msia when i just said i will be happy whole day if a person give mi lollipop when im down.. the bags of chocolate that u get for mi when i merely say i wanted a chocolate. the silly yet cute concern u gave. the way u make mi luff , especially when u can do it million times. " can i be a little more protective of you? " HAHAHAAHA i love you :))

these are some people that i really appreciate their presence in my life
LOVES :D

2007-01-06T03:17:00.000+08:00

chenpei * loves dumbdumb says:
kns
Memories are killers says:
kns

we say the same tings at the same time

twins jiu shi twins.

HAHA. okay lahh..

schools been VERY VERY VERY busy

for example today.

i knock out on e way to school - 1 hr

i fell asleep at school's canteen one - 1hr

i knock out on the way back home - 1 hr

i napped - 3 hr plus

im saying all these

to show tt im really tired.

AHAHAHA

and randomly,

i want my future daughter to be this cute :))))

update BELATED east coast blading pics another day.

2007-01-03T14:23:00.000+08:00

your image kept appearing

when i see
those people walking pass canteen
and those who are beside.

ahhhh.
come back
come back
please come back.

wo yao si le.

HAHA and i tink
dionne phoi me are stupid.
we wan to do our maec money ting.
so we dint join our class for the 4 hrs break ting.

but in the end..
we realised tt actually we are quite done

-.- rot..
LOL

2007-01-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

i love..
deardear
darlingSSSSSSS ( mainly phoi and weeling)
baby
maggot
mummy
twinnie
gdfren
nini
hippo
brother wk

random thought of the day.

HAHAA
okay.. i pray that tomorrow..
i will have.... ! :D

2007-01-01T06:28:00.000+08:00

2007 is here!!! :D:D:D

and my worst year , 2006 is
finally finally finally OVERRRRRRR.

okayy.
bad stuffs i have for the yr 2006.

1. break up
2. sucky 3mth jc orientation
3. cheated job
4. chicken pox
5. missing idare
6. keep getting sick
7. left alone to get over ..
8. fren betrayal
9. blah blah blah.. i cant rmb.

but of cos,
there are good stuffs that happened this year

1. meeting my wonderful classmates ( tf02)
2. meeting wendy, my hippo
3. meeting that 2 , 3 and 5 . LOL :)
4. working at expo
5. ndp
6. bamp, primers
7. dec 26 to 31

and.. i have e most EMBARRASSING moment in 2006

that is..
to indirectly cause the bus chair to spoil!
and i almost fell off it. =X =X =X

haha fruitful yearr

but but but but but
now i hope
really hope
really really hope
that my 2007 will be a better year.

for both me and you!

:D:D
i wish that this will never end.
forever and ever. ( u noe )

2006-12-30T21:05:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHH!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

a 46 second fone call
can make my heart beat like 10000 per second
can make mi sooooo happy
can perk mi up from my boring day
can make mi feel so loved
can make mi so an xin..

i really dunnoe wad to do wout you arnd.

:))))))))))))))))))

- alright , madness me :D

2006-12-30T16:48:00.000+08:00

i pray that all the matches ..
they will win..

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

and i pray that they will slowly stop..
all these..

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

and i pray for all of their safety in this trip..
esp.... the one i noe.

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

and lastly,
i pray that i will have more time.

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

somehow..
i believe 2007 will be a better year.
everyting will be going fine :))

2006-12-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

slept at 5555555555555555555555555 ytd.
thanks to unoewhuuare man.

was practically stoning during project meetups today.
hahaa -.- sorry ehhh.

went to watch nite at e museum
e show's not bad.. :)

loves stupidstupid
you dum dum , give me gum gum
HAHAHAHAA

2006-12-26T10:31:00.000+08:00

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
beaming beaming beaming

im starting to love my life.
wadeva i wished for..
came true.
like right after that day.
HAHAAAH.

i still cant believe that it actually happened.
(((:

YEP. days will be better from now on!

5432112345
miss.

2006-12-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

:D
i like this feeling.
let it remain like this forever
pleaseeeeeeeee

anyway. went back home to bathe
and headed to east coast park
wif weeling kent salny and peiwen.

we all wanted to blade
and i never try before.. =X
so when the person in e blade place
holding mi to the railing..
i fall and made him fall
SOOOOO SUPER PAISEH LAH! :(((((

but overall. i only fell TWICE
soooo.. is alright ok?!
and they say i learn very fast
:D:D happy.

but i still dunnoe how to stop. LOL

den we went arcade.
AHHAA i oso nv really play before.
i tink im deprived of childhood.

ate sakae sushi for dinner
SUPER FULL.
cam whore lots.
but will post e pics next time

im tiredddddddddd. :D

and and and
WEELING BAKED ME COOKIES!
for xmas pressie :D
lovessssssssssssssssssss
yum yum.

and and and and
HIPPO gave mi this cute handphone tingy.
:)))))
i simply love her lah :D

so all in all,
i had a nice nice christmas !
haha

super cute
super super cute
super super super cute
super super super super cute

2006-12-25T04:50:00.000+08:00

MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D:D

had countdown with hippo wendy.
din managed to go beach :((
cos raining
and muddy

i wan my beach
my sparkles
my present
my wish
my logcake

but anyway. we had our meal at swensens
conclusion.
curry baked rice in pizza is nicerr.

chilled at coffee bean
countdown and i got high. LOL

wendy called me
drama mama.
cos i act and tok myself
HAHAHA..

tonned over at peiwen gd fren hse.
wif kent and salny.
we did funny tings..
:)))))

received many christmas smses..
i felt so loved by everyone. :D
sucha nice feeling ..

2006-12-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!
im back back back AND BACK! ((:

and my group turns out to be WAD i hope for.
HAHAa.

firstly..
the turnout rate was good.
out of 11, we had 9.
good enough :)))) hahaha

secondly..
they are enthu ..
during night treasure hunt ,
everyone chiong all e way.
cos e station masters say we arent e last one.
but we arent very fast.
soooo = 2nd LAST!

but dunno why
we anyhow anyhow managed to finish first. LOL :))

AND THE MOST FUN TING we did..
was to run to the middle of the road
when e man was green
in front of the cars
posing a 2006
and asking a caucasian to take photo for us!

is super thrilling :D
i wan more of this crazy stuffs ! HAHA

and on e last day..
we played musical chair..
is superrrrrrr funny.
and comical ! loll.

okayyy pictures time...

our mascot! :D

our ids!

our shirt!

our another ids! :D

weizhen and me..
on our way for food fiesta.

andy's forfeit . painnnnn

blocking e mrt way :)

noww.. the cam whore pics at e middle of e nite. LOL

phoiyee and me

dionne me phoi :)

jackey and me!

jackey daisy phoi dionne me
baoc grp 6 ! :)

looks like a family man
and jackey is always doing funny actions.
LOL

dionne says she looks dead.

kent and me

MY PIGFOOD :D

mori and me..

daisy mori me

jackey mori me

some ugly actions tt i do..
cos daisy call mi pig ..
LOL hear her snort man.
http://s51.photobucket.com/albums/f373/kabo0z/?action=view&current=MOV00156.flv

and at e end of camp..
CYFEILLION got first!! :D:D
hahahahaa

M-A-Y
B-E
maybe
maybe you tink we arent e best
maybe you tink can kick our ass
maybe you tink you are e best
but cyfeillion is here to stop u. stop u.

:D:D:D:D:D
more pics soonnn...

random tot of e day.
i feel e pressure
i feel e threat
i hope
really really really really really hope
that u wunt snatch that another person away from me.
AGAIN..
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2006-12-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is starting of BAMP !
:D / :(

CYFEILLION CYFEILLION CYFEILLION
go go GO!

i just hope tml turn out rate will be good
and hope they are enthu pple..
not those who talk no action...

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

and jackey is a big bad bully
jeremiah is a big evil bully
mori still e best.

hahahaa

tml i shall bring my dad's first dating straw mat for jackey.
instead of his slping bag. WAHAHA ;)

2006-12-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

好想也有一个人
那么的疼我 .

2006-12-15T16:27:00.000+08:00

heart-aching day.

deleted all that msg.
memories.. of almost 2 years
gone.. just like that.

all those words , i see flashbacks
happy and painful ones.

is this a better outcome?
tell me yes.

read tru frensterss..
and realised everyone changed.
so much so..
that make mi tink how time flies..
i realised how much have i not been
contacting my prev bunch of frenz.
i miss them.. and those old good times..
drifted have drifted.

somehow i guess.
no one really bother catching up.

saw something days ago.
i dunoe why im so affected by you.
but seeing u always playing wif that person.
i feel so DOTS
whenever you tok to mi..
i feel that is cos that person is not with you.
or you have no one else closer.
thats why ure always beside me.

whenever that person is arnd.
u were never seen near me.
never..

why do i feel like ure using me?

ive been thinking too much.
i want warmth... awww...

oh yah. my class went to yy hse and have STEAMBOAT
her hse even has hot plate. mannn.
so we stayed over her hse like it's some hotel
HER TOILET EVEN HAVE A JAGUZI.
wadeva u spell it.
and she even has a guest room
that is bigger than my LIVING ROOM
:(( and i realised our class is big fan of sony ericsson
we have 13 sony fones lah! omgg.

I FEEL SO LOVED
hahaa cos whole day.
everyone in tf02 has been calling mi
darling , dear and baby.
and everyone is hooking my hand
or holding my hand everywhere i go.

oo! happiness.
i like..
shower me with more love.LOL :)))))

2006-12-13T13:47:00.000+08:00

read salny blog.
tot about it .. and yeah.

books: chenpei ah. read me ok. read me read me.
frens: paper is so easy lah..
doctor: rmb come visit mi okkkk..
bed: u dun wan me le ah? :((
frens: HAHA! CHENPEI GOT LESSER THAN ME.
medicine: why u forgot about me?
...: i dun wan go away leh , how?
time: neh ni neh ni poo poo. u cannot catch me.

sian.
i cant take it anymore.

2006-12-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.
i see my tagboard flooded by u two.
u noe who u are.
LOL. peace lah!
i both oso dun say.
ahahhahaaha. ;)

regret
regretful
regretting
regretted

it will be ok
it will be ok
it will be ok
GOOOOOOO CHENPEI !!!!!!!!

and i saw tru sum ppl's tail.
haii.
a harmless look = a scheming heart

ok lah. will blog abt more realistic and less general stuffs
soonnn. SOOn .. yeah soon :))

THURSDAY GOT TF02 OUTING
wooooo ~ :D:D:D:D:D:D:D loves.

2006-12-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

LOL :))
love you lah darling.
thnx for everyting !

i rather we remain this way.

2006-12-10T00:43:00.000+08:00

shenglin: how to study bca?
me: dunnoe leh. is like asking me write down how to eat.

ƒø®ê§τ - I am a slow walker but I never walk backwards... says:
1. take out chopstick
ƒø®ê§τ - I am a slow walker but I never walk backwards... says:
2. take up the bowl of rice
ƒø®ê§τ - I am a slow walker but I never walk backwards... says:
3. turn ur hands 45 degree
ƒø®ê§τ - I am a slow walker but I never walk backwards... says:
4. poke the chopsticks in the rice

LOLLLLLLLLLLLL. comical

ok lah.. today is the FOREST 's big day..
i realised my blog has hippo. panda. and now forest. LOL

dun sad lah..
at least u "spend" your bday on msn wif me mah huh
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL
u shld be honoured ok.

anyway. hope ur wishes will come true
and dun fa hua chi le
and dun emo le.
and dun ask mi go away le.
and dun poke mi wif highlighter le
and dun say i greedy le.
and dun luff at mi and salny's pic le
and dun ask mi gdp qns le. LOL
and dun blame mi for the curry ting le
and dun say sorry le

if not i will bite.

LOLLLL..
stay happy ;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH.

2006-12-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

day started badly.

but CLARICE SIM SIM SIM
makes today a lovely day :)))

settled at coffee bean

and she "smart" ahh.
she nv tell mi she nid to go library to get history references.
so she in e end had NOTHING to do.
she practically stared at mi study for 3 hrs

den this WEIRD aunty put her stuffs for HOURS on e table bside us.
clarice got SUPER PARANOID over it.
she told the coffee bean staff
and he said inside got bomb ...

LOLLLLLLLL. -.-

den at the popular.
i bought like earphones and pens and blah.
total 17.
but the person scan rongly and type 4 bucks.
i blur blur.. wanted to give 5 bucks.
wondering why like got sumting missing.
den clarice goes

chenpei . i tot u bought EARPHONES TOO?
me: erhhhh yah?

so the staffs went to recheck.
AND I cant save 13 bucks
just becos clarice mouth

but okay lahh.
since i get it,
i must pay for it ritex? :)) LOL

and AS ALWAYS..
she loves to make mi grow fat wif her.
and i love to make her spend money wif me.

ok clarice sim super stupid, i love you! :D

*glad that ahem and ahem together. LOL
may your have happy days ahead! :)))

hippo monkey girl and boy. DAMN FUNNY!
only they noe e joke. LOL

2006-12-06T02:30:00.000+08:00

why do you have to take her away from me?
why do you have to take him away from me?

why do you want to snatch anything that belongs to me?

why you appear to care when actually you don't?

why you say im all ears for mi to complain
but when i start complaining ..
you go cheyz?

why do i sacrificed and make myself hurt in the end?

why do you always get what you want?

why am i always enduring your super ultra black face?

why i feel so insecure with you arnd?

why you only care abt that person?

simply because..
I DON'T EVEN EXIST.
i hate chenpei

:(

bad stuffs never fails to find me.
but goodness of the day never fails to make me smile

1. STREPSILS that shenglin bought for me in e morning :))
thanks lots lah! hahaa i noe ure seeing this.
dun intrude my blog la. LOL

2. weekok. thnx for ur FUNNY concern.
you with your suspense, ur kaypo-ness and sadness.
and sorry tt i wasted like tons of ur smses.
:))

i wan a better me. a better day. a better life.

2006-12-05T01:20:00.000+08:00

that person never fails to fail me.

my resolution for december.
i shall eat healthy food
and drink lots of water
for whole of this month

i shall prove to my dad.
------------------------------------------------------
girl, your gesture says it all.
afterall,
i cant be compared to a stranger

like wadfore being nice.

me: SL e water drip on e cover of your wcom notes! :(
sl: OMG! MY WCOM NOTES!
me: SORRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, you can take my highlighter tml wout permission.

HAHAHAa. like pri sch children. ;)

2006-12-04T02:54:00.000+08:00

school's been so busy LAH!
wcom is finally done done DONE! ;D
claps for ussss.. woohoo!

we love pre-marital sex .. project LOL

and i want i want i want w850i
i pray that e person will call mi tml
and say the black one has arrived...
PLEASEEEEE ;)

OKKKKKAYY
pictureesssss time

WED in school wif shenglin and salny!
was supposed to study.
butttttt... :D

WE END UP PLAYING BINGO! hahaha
nono. that wasnt my idea. =XXXXX

i draw one! LOL shenglin says NICE ;)

WE DID STUDY OK. i mean yah
we purposely make it tt we studied. LOL

FIRST time in life.
i feel like being raped to take photo
SALNY snap like almost 10 to 20 tIMES LAH!

i love this pic. hahaha sADAko!

OKAAYY.. now on e MOST MALUEST THING on e bus ride!
we got on this non air con 74
salny went upper deck
den ask mi sit inside this seat tt looks alittle slanted
me: are u sure?
salny: yah?
* i tot it will be ok , since is not so slanted*

so i sat... and laid against e seat..
AND.....

IT BECAME LIKE THIS!
OMG LAH.. :(:(
this guy behind the seats want to luff dun wan to luff
:(( PAISEH LAH!

okok NICE EXPERIENCE
see the clearer pic of e CHAIR now.

whole world tot i broke the CHAIR :(
AAHAHHAa.. ok la.
i dint ok! i really din :D

GOODNESS OF THE DAY
- frederick bought mi a BOTTLE OF MINERAL WATER
when i said i had no more water left
and water cooler water is COLD.

touched ;) haha

hmmm...
camwhore in class.. on bmgt lesson i tink! LOL

AND ADIBAL STALK ME..
she took this ultra DUMB look of me
i wonder what im doing lah. hahaha.

get well soon chenpei!
take care of urself , everybody! :D
dont fall sick like me :(

2006-11-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

bad things always happen.
but i shall blog abt happy stuffs :)

so today i was hoping for an empty seat on e bus.
and TADAH. next stop.
i have it. :D
that is wad i call HAPPINESS.
getting wad u wan. LOL

and..
SALNY LOVES e hello kitty box i gave her.
hahahaa :))

after BCA, we played e animal game.
laugh like crazy ppl. AHHA
ok i love my class when there are laughters everywhere.

i love my frenz who care whether im okay or not.

read weeling's blog.
saying abt frenz.
we make use of our frenz everyday.
agreed.

but i tink..
there is a limit to it.
doing stuffs to achieve ur selfish goals.
is not very reasonable.
always think abt the feelings of other pple.
before u do or say anything.
it does hurts.

wad goes around, comes around.

anyway,
HAPPY 2 hrs ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO PHOI YEE :)

2006-11-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

count my blessings!

1.my two beloved frens are on good terms :)
u noe who.. sick is worth it :D
2.i saw my SEC SCH TWINS!!! sihah sirah..
haha like after few mths.
3.i spend my night wif my family shopping!
and we go damn weird places lah. =.-
4.brothers and i got HIGH in car singing
altho my throat makes mi zhou ying LOL
5.we sat at the baby car rides when we are bored!
6.salny ask mi to go home wif her! :D
7.an empty bus home!
8.more money to my bank! :D:D
9.brother trust my fashion taste. LOL

but i got drenched three times in a day.
i think my cough sorethroat flu and everyting
will get worse by tomorrow. :((

anyway prev prev entry is abt a girl.
not in ngee ann. erm.
salny noes salny noes. LOL

i wonder by doing so much for others,
will i be happier or more miserable?

2006-11-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

farhana make mi laugh like no tomorrow!

was supposed to do her presentation at coffee bean
we bought like $24.20 of food.
cheesecake, spicy puff, chocolate cake,
the ultimate and the caramel.

after eating.
she decided to come my hse
cos there is no CONNECTION AT COFFEE BEANNN

ok dumb.

so we went ntuc to buy cambell soup.
i want to drink i want to drink i want to drink
:)
but u noe wad..
i forgot there's no can opener in my hse!
deng..

so she use a huge knife and sharp knife device to knock it open.
if i had food poisoning tml u noe why.
all e black residue went inside lah!
clever farhana.

i cooked..
and woohoo..
is nice okayyyy. LOL
eatable.

and now.
we got HIGHHHH in sending each other songs
cos the receiving time is freaking fast.
LOL...
she suaku.

i love her lah..
my sunday aint boring now :D

okayyy.. so now my cough sorethroat all coming.
im sick -.-
hor dionne?
no wonder we are twins lah... LOL ;)

2006-11-26T02:15:00.000+08:00

DAMN IT lah.

I WANT TO BE SELFISH
I DUN WAN TO CARE

WHO CARES WHO DIE TOMORROW
WHO CARES WHO SAD WHO EMO
WHO CARES WHO DOWN
WHO CARES WHO NO ONE TO SAY PROBS TO
WHO CARES WHO ACT HAPPY
WHO CARES WHO LAH..

when im sad.
YOU DON EVEN CARE.
see this.
YOU DON EVEN CARE.

BANG WO YI XIA HUI SI AH.

i wonder why i deserve all these

maybe im just a STUPID DAMN WOMAN lah ok.

stupid fever go away lah !

2006-11-25T21:53:00.000+08:00

i fell once
and dropped my food!
so there goes my delicious yum.
and i ALMOST fell twice.
-.-

haha frederick says.
u better go home and tie urself to e bed.
AHHHHHHHHHHH

ok. 2007 will be a better year.

i wrote 17 things about myself
6 are false.
ahaha guess ? LOL
see how much u noe me. :D

1. i love bright colours
2. i like eating bittergourd and tau gei
3. i love sunflower
4. i like emo bus rides alone
5. i like bright sunny days
6. i am always late
7. i love to eat alone
8. i like to bite myself
9. i am always laughing
10. i am shy
11. i like techno songs
12. i like cute stuffs
13. i like crazy friends
14. i like to go zoo
15. i show a lot of emotions when watching shows
16. i want to go clubbing
17. i am talkative

:)) happy guessing

2006-11-25T02:20:00.000+08:00

extreme bastards.
if u tink ur reasoning is right,
get a life.

ure depriving her from her rights.

2006-11-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

wo ye yao na me de xin fu.

ah. i dun care anymore.
i need rest.

2006-11-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

i seriously hope that my parents will be ok.

i hope that my dad comes home soon

i hope that my mum will stop crying.

i hope that my mum will not lose her sleep becos of this.

i hope my dad will think tru wad he did.

i hope is just a normal quarrel.

i hope my dad will try to tok to my mum.

i hope they compromise.

i hope they dun quarrel anymore.

i hope they dun contd e cold war.

ahhhhhhhhh
i feel so lost for words
i dunnoe how to console my mum.
i made her cry again :((

man. it really feels terrible seeing ur parents quarrel.
and u dunnoe wad to do.

:(

2006-11-22T01:26:00.000+08:00

i deleted e previous entry.

2006-11-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

ermm....
to u kaypo pple HAHA
weeling salny kh weekok :D
3inch = 7.5cm

is e hairstylist yesterday la.
he cut off 3 inch = 7.5CM of my hair!!
i wan SCREAMMMMMM..
and he is a freaking sissy.

ok i seriously hate my hair.
really tooo short.

so if u see mi
in school or outside
PLS dun irritate me abt my fringe like how FREDERICK did.
i will diao u and walk off.
i mean it. :)

come on, my dearest hair
please grow faster.

so
dont laugh.

note:
peiwen claim that e drawing of hello panda is not trace out one.
HAHA.

PANDA = GORDON! :D

and today my class
is crazy over makeup.
LOL.
alvin look damn chio ok.

end product...

interesting class i have indeed.
:))

香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害。。
不要轻易说爱，许下的承诺就是欠下的债。。
老鼠对猫说我爱你，猫说你走开，
老鼠流泪走开，谁也没看见
老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪。。
其实有一种爱情叫做放弃。。
风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险。。
女人善变的是脸，男人善变的是心。。
在爱情的世界里，没有谁对不起谁，
只有谁不懂珍惜谁。。
遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开。。
要记得抓紧爱情，而不是抓伤彼此的感情。。
不要忘了真爱难寻
meaningful.

2006-11-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

3 inch= 7.5 cm
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

anyway.
LIFE = live in full enjoyment.
quoted my walking flower cum pig food , daisy
:):)

that someone bought me a lollipop
whenever im down

i want to be a happy girl.
woo!

2006-11-19T01:35:00.000+08:00

got another belated present from cindy.
LOL. weird lahs.
like one mth after my bday lor.
but i still love it.

is a super cute dolphin fan
good enough for my laptop.
LOL. and a hamburger set of notebook.
woohoo.. :):):)

and we had BAOC outing today.
steamboat at marina.
i cooked for dionne -.-
HAHA. but is like wooo.
nicee.. and FUN

went bowling after that.
got competition between two grps
and we won tyco-ly
cos machine got stuck and give us two strikes
LOL.
so e other grp did a cheer on e bowling platform.

tok a little with gabriel weizhen and tiffany.
:)
hope that we will all get bonded soon!

i want feb to come earlier!

and some not so tall pple reminds mi of that person.
pls pls pls be happier .

2006-11-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

my heart felt a little weaker.
i realised i really miss that warmth feeling
which i used to have.

i tot i was strong.

that someone.
e concern he gave
e words he said
e gentleness of everything
totally defeated me.

but how come..
it isnt you?

update these another day.
- had another belated bday pressie! from kent phoi fred. :))
- lms roleplay = GOOD!
- helen of troy herself would kill to be like phoi yee LOL. puke*

2006-11-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

i saw my candy today!
at amk mac. LOL

first time he talk to me la..
aww. :))

he wanted to share space wif me.
but not enuff for his frenz.
aww. LOL

ok stop.

and like nth happened today
i noe is not a very good day
ahha but i dun rmb.
so thats a good ting? :))

yes buddeh,
i noe wad to do alrdy

2006-11-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

i am giving up
before trying.

i know the outcome.
come on chenpei..

and i hate to wear SMART CASUAL.
i mean what is that man?

" means u go there must be casual and cannot be stupid "
quoted from weekok

LOL.
and oh. welcome weeling !
u just have to write back 100 postcards for ME!
hahahaa ;))

so salny cindy me
had a STALKING session today LOL

cindy said to write an executive summary.

purpose: to stalk the LIGHT
scope: stalking a guy, age 17 to 19 wearing shirt and taller than any normal people. most popular spots to find e light will be analyse in e report.
methodology:first, detect the aura of light den, follow up the bus and stop wherever he stops
findings: dropped opposite wisma , with frenz, easily spotted wif spike hair.
conclusion: he is always found in town.witness saw him 5 times.
recomendation: stay in town bus stop if u wan to see him

LOLLL.
salny says FULL MARK :))

HAHAHA i love cindy and salny.
high days.
okok. and kent too!
hahahahahaha

2006-11-12T11:24:00.000+08:00

i wished my life is simpler.
i wished everything arnd me can be that innocent.
why pple cant just say what they actually are thinking.

i want to noe everything abt u.
i want to walk into ur life.
i want to be e one who make u smile.
i want to be there whenever u need someone.
i want to have those long bus rides again.
i want to laugh with you.
i want to talk like theres no tomorrow with you.
i want to give u warmth.
i want to give u e best that i can.

but im afraid to say.

i wish i can hate u as much as i hate myself.

why dreams and reality dont co-exist?

i had a nice, sweet, heart-warming dream
of...
but e minute i opened my eyes.
it turned out to be e opposite of everything.

i just want to sleep forever,
with you in my dreams,
not disappearin,
not telling me it's not possible.

~~i love u lah~~

anyone willing to lend a hug? ;((

2006-11-12T02:01:00.000+08:00

studied wif farhana on 7pm to 12Am.
at e MAC in e middle of e "forest"
hahaa. nice environment
but a bit too small ah.

was fully packed.
pple complained
and managers chased many students who are studying.
so mi and farhana kept buying food.
AHHAA so they no excuse to u noe.
;))))

haha
dionne's pic is...

love is being stupid together.

absolutely agreed.
soo..

life is being crazy together ? ;D
HAHA.

love me love you.

2006-11-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

cheer mi up someone. -.-

2006-11-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

ok bad stuffs first..

missed 7 buses today
and waited TWENTY mins for e next one.
so i was late for school.

bus came.
this TALL NJC girl..
squeeze all her way up e bus
BY CUTTING pple..
she scared she canot get up is it.

den this another aunty..
tried to squeeze till e end of e bus..
with her BIG plastic bag
so she got a seat.
2 stops or so..
she dropped off
-.-

so i got my seat...
AND e stop before ngee ann
this man wanted to move to e exit.
and his BAG .. DIRTY n DUSTY
HIT MY HEAD.
wthhhhhhhhhhhhh
superrrrr ultra pain.

and he never say sorry.

now happy ones. HAHA
LMS grp turned out to be nicer than i tot.
full of funny and crapping stuffs
" talk to god "
"X scenarios"
only THEY noe wad im toking abt.
ahhahahahaaa.. ((:

and i wrote postcards for all of my 20 classmates.
:D
some of e replies i got..

yiying: daarrllinngg!!!thx for ur post card!!! =)Lurve u lots!!Smile always!!
salny: ahhahahahaahaha so funny.
peiwen: SINGAPORE CHINESE ORCHESTRA?!?! ok la muacks. hahaha
phoi: chenpei , i wan hug u..
dionne: u nth to do ah? ahhaa
kitping: wad is this? i dun wan .LOL
weiting: thnx my MADWOMAN ( refering to me -.-)
alvin: a love letter for me? :D
fred: why u suddenly write these?
yixin: are u dying soon? something happened?
adibal: crazy girl. hahaha.
kent: u very xi4 xin1 leh.
shenglin: i kaypo meh?
gordon: dun tell mi u give me panda
valerie: u boliao ah. hahhaha KIDDING.

and during poa class.
everyone is asking everyone for their cards.
and ask me for e meaning.
like fred is shy to say SEX. so i gave him a condom pic
dionne like hot guys. i gave her a half body of a guy
salny like agar agar. so i gave her jelly.
and soooo on :):)

LOLLLLLLLL

happy happy class = happy happy chenpei :D

2006-11-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

okayyyyy..
tok abt sumting happier.

dionne wrote this for me.
LOL.. made me smile from ear to ear :):):):)
so sweeet lahh..

and during bca lesson..
alvin got HIGH.
LOL...

and YIXIN they all.
kept FEEDING ME WITH FOOD..
be it during lecture or tutorial.
i think i will just get fatter.

hahaa lastly.
i WENT running at mrt track alone.
:):):) finally i did ..
so shiok lah!.. woohooooo..

and when i was running.
i saw these 3 INDIAN boys..
2 walking.
1 in a wheelchair.
there is a flight of stairs.
and e wheeled person cant make it himself.
so e two of them
one dragged infront.
one push behind.
ON A SLOPE.
i witness them STRUGGLING.
and how they eventually get
the wheeled guy up.

really, im touched.
all along i tot indians were some scary pple.
but i din noe..
their willingness to help and totfulness.
are even better than some of my frenz.

:) meltsss..

2006-11-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

im freaking pissed wif this damn person.
i mean just shut up la.
dun expect others to do that.
when u did NTH

NTH OKAY.
N O T H I N G.

do u noe wad goes around comes around?
do u noe wad others will feel?
do u noe u care for sumting u dun nid to care at e wrong time?
do u even tink before u speak?

im determined.

treat me like this.
i will treat u the same way.

basket.

- if u noe who u are
pls REFLECT why im saying all these.
but i doubt u even noe.

disappointed.

2006-11-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY PANDA'S DAY
= gordon's birthday :)

got really disappointed by something.
ask me if u wanna noe.

some frens are just worthy for e dustbin ah?

u made me wonder
if i shld just heck care ____.

had bmgt lect. summary presentation today
WOOHOO.
lee eng kiat says our grp is e best
comparing to all e other grps last week.

other than that,
theres nth to be happy abt today.
-.-

anyway.
im treating my fam dinner later.
hope they dun burn a hole in my pocket.

let tomorrow be a better day.

/edited
dad says waste money go out eat
mum says u wan qing bu jiu qing lor

wth.
i treat one dinner so xin ku one ah.
dun wan den shuak la..
dun say dun have.

pissed.
everyting is just not in e way i wanted.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2006-11-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

inferior.

2006-11-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

TRIPLE HAPPINESS :))
- though today is a bad day for me.

firstly. SALNY my emo queen.
bought a cheese brownie for ME!
( picture of it another day )
omggg..
is superrrrrr nice.
meant to be my belated birthday CAKE.
woohooo..

cindy: salny purposely head down thomson to buy tis ytd nite.
me: i tot ytd she working?
cindy: nah,and i told her is ok, buy another.. she say cannot. must go buy.
me: :O touched* really.

I LOVE SALNY :))))))))))
this is wad i call sincere friend
hahaa.

secondly,
i got to noe the truth of something.

and thirdly,
confidential :))
my classmate noe. HAHA

i was beaming widely with smile
after a tiring day. HAHA.
u noe u noe u noe.

i hoped for the impossible.

2006-10-31T02:04:00.000+08:00

im tired.
VERY.
hahaha.
left school at 10.40PM
see e PM? :)

talked for 7 hrs wif salny n kent.
hahahaa.
emo and luff like siao.
extremes man.
but i admit.
i got to noe them better :D

yuan lai kent got serious de yi mian
AHAHAH

ok. we all cam whore at bmgt tut.
let e picture talk :)

LEE ENG KIAT.
he's cute LOL
he insist that if we wan cam whore.
he shld be taken too.

our class SISTERS.
no guys.. sad.. :D

see i told u.
panda likes to hug forest.
gordon n shenglin

haha my group. LOL

OUR tutorial piece :D

i got bored.
so.. ahhahahaa.
act shen mi.

den cindy joined me LOL

our fingers UNITE!

HAHAa i love today.
happening :))))))))))
i want more of this life.
i love.
love tf02 !

and to u. im sorry.
i will try okay? =x

2006-10-30T02:20:00.000+08:00

thnx salny :)
got it.

AND FINALLY.
today marks e END of my ntuc work.
no more selling pads.
no more staring at the great wall of pads
no more toking to myself.
no more hiding from cameras.
no more trying to find place to slack
no more going earlier for break and come back later.
no more eating alone.
no more dao pple.
no more cockroach
no more visitor pass.
no more weird looks.
no more nth to do.
no more getting giddy by e colours of pad.
no more :))

but sumhow i miss e pple there.
only today. after 4 days of work.
den we began to talk.
i even help one of e pregnant promoter
tink of name for her daughter!
yuxi :D

oh
and this super long taken foto.
of my beloved shorts. LOL

and so many pple emo these days..
smile :)) and e whole world smile with u.
i hope for everyting that will make u happy.

oie toh weekok. get well soon. (=

as i see u slowly drift away from me..
i can only see u from afar..
acting like nothing has happened.
da ying wo.
xing fu shi.
bu yao lai zhao wo.
ke neng xian zai fang shou.
hui bi jiao hao guo yi dian.
SCREAMMSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

2006-10-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

as i said.
clarice makes me fat.

hahaa.. so as promised.
e pics.
but is in a combined form.
i tink my photography skills quite good ah.=X

ok la clarice.
i admit.
im a lameshit girl ok..grrs!
AHHA
and...u say one ahhh..
* promises hook. :D

- i noe my pics not really visible.
but i ban all camera.
until my chicken pox is ok.. :))

i guess it's best remained this way.
give mi the forget potion
HAHAAHa.

2006-10-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

it was so tempting..
if everyone is happy,
im happy.

oh.. about yesterday.
HAHA
after school,
we went level 5 ba block to print notes.
so.. i was in charge of saving them
and pressing print.
fred was in charge of collecting them
and arranging.

BUT halfway when printing.
fred: Chenpei! why u print ******* result?!
me: huh WAD? never...
phoi: wahh dionne and ******* you yuan man
fred: dionne even have ******* acct, so close ah
me: but i never even open anyting tt got his results wad
fred: he bluff mi his result, he told mi he got 3.6 for gpa lah.
dionne: he told mi he got a number of ADs lah!

so....

ya. i see AD.
A and D huh.. hmm.
so we all get HIGH by his results.
hhahaa. =X

fred: he die le man. im gonna show him this as proof of he lying to me.

well.
moral of e story
dun bluff pple ur result..
one day.. they may find out ure lying.
and u will be so.. malu

:) smile and e world smiles with u.

2006-10-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗

谁能给我一个好的回答

received 2 belated present today :))
one white earpiece
from teng hon.
and one white lollipop pillow
from peiwen.
HAHA. damn cute lahhss.
~~my new chou chou...~~

hahaha.
we are the mission impossible

cute rite..

peiwen..
similar to e dulan ting?
AHHAHAA.

- when smile is nothing but a masquerade. :p
im weak. i cant take e blow

2006-10-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

KBOX is fun!
really :D
we sing till almost no voice already!

and i saw... :)))

------------------------------------
BUT FREAKING HELL

this WOMAN
my uncle gf..
say i very hard to recover.
who is she.
even doctor say i will recover.
and i barely noe her for one hour LAH.

also, that damn person.
i shall not mention the name.
to save HER face.

agreed to pass mi e POA bk by 9am
asked mi to wake her up at 7.30am
called like thousand times..
she picked up..
so i tot she woke up..

8 plus i called again.
SHE WAS STILL IN BED.
when she nid like one hr to get to sch.

so she say she cant pass me by 9
i need it at 11
and she say she will pass mi by 11.
i called her THOUSAND TIMES at 10 plus 11.
till my fone NO BATT.
she nv picked up e call.
not even leaving an sms tt
she cant pass mi at 11.

...
so i diverted my calls to dionne.
tot maybe she will call and sms at 11.
NO.
until 3 plus 4.
she called my number and
dionne picked up..
she: hey u angry ah?

now in msn.
she:ur fone low batt again huh?
me: i call u thousand times wif it of cos low batt lah.
she: HAR U CALL THEN WILL LOW BATT MEH. tot talk on the phone nia then will low batt
me: CALL DUN NID USE BATT AH? I CALL LIKE THOUSAND TIMES.. EACH TIME TILL IT END E CALL LAH
she:i know but wont use the batt until finish mah
she: okok sorry
she:tmr i give u the book and do u still wan daniel's invitation card as rememberance?
me:u make mi so fed up. like saying one sorry = nth like tt.
next time if u got emergency use. i do tt to u lah. see wad u feel.anyting lah
she:so did the teacher eat u up?
me: first lesson didnt
she: told u alr.. so wad time tmr? y u so gancheong? first lesson confirm wont. kk wad time tmr
me: ........IF U CANT PASS ME BY 11 AT LEAST GIVE AN SMS LAH.U CAN TRY CALLING SUMONE TEN TWENTY TIMES AND THE PERSON NV PICK UP LAH
me: IS NOT ABT MI GETTING KILLED BY E CHER
me: IS ABT U BEING RESPONSIBLE OR NOT LAH
she: HARNAH. i alry said sry wad. u noe i overslept wad

OIE FUNNY HOR
i call so many thousand times..
u already picked up at 7.30 and 8 plus..
u still can tell mi u overslept.
eh bang wall lah.
11 IS NOT EARLY OKAY.
excuses ..

and..
i dun care wad u pple say.
IM PISSED.
thats it.
try asking someone doing tt to u.
SUPER irresponsible OKAY.

p.s. for e prev webby.
if u cant solve. just dun solve okayy..
dun ask mi when im in tis kinda mood.
im tired of explaining to so many people already.
maybe i will be glad to help u when im happier.
so for now..
pls...
dun make mi worse..

2006-10-25T01:24:00.001+08:00

when was it..
that your words , actions and expressions
can get me so affected..

tell me, why your dreams cannot be mine?

:\

2006-10-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

http://www.xiaosa.com.cn/astro/dnly/zscs/200607/23445.html

people. go test ur ZHI SHANG
hahahaa.

i walked out of e room..
after one hr..
i wan vomit blood..

and clarice makes mi fat.
when i get e pics from her.
i'll update.. :D

2006-10-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

i had enuff.
chenpei,
forget it..

WAKE UPPPPP !

and one more ting.
birthday is one occassion
to really know who are ur true frenz
who really do care
who is thoughtful
who has heart

even if is just a small sweet.
a small hug.
i will be equally happy
at least you xin jiu hao.

but..
u dun even bother.
is not abt e pressie that everyone wanted.
it's e effort.
e sincerity..

if u cant fulfil this point.
i really do wonder..
wad u mean by
"this is wad frenz are for.."
when all u tink is about urself.
expecting pple to treat u the good way
and u treat them otherwise..

im disappointed,
this explains it all.

2006-10-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

. and my dad is trying to
deprive mi of my allowance.

out of reach.
is where u are from me.

i dun wanna be ur..
i dun wanna be ur..
i dun wanna be ur..

i wan to speak wad i tink
but. .
i think
it's best things remained this way..

same boat im in with her.
HAHA

peiwen and mine..

* credit to weekok for bai se feng ce.
if not he will start complaining
and self-praising. LOL

2006-10-21T21:57:00.001+08:00

thanks for all the birthday wishes.
- those wished after 19 oct. arent mention here but thnx :)
jasmine , sirah , sihah , druce , cecilia ,
bernice , huilin , edwin , huiqi , siewling ,
beeying , aloy , rose , kent , fred , qinyi ,
dishan , walter , weilong , elizabeth

and these special pple...
weekok- thnx for e 12am call and e telling me waste money msg -.-. din noe u will rmb. din noe u bother. truthfully , it made my day. HAHA im nice.
phoi - thnx for ur fake cake and making mi make wishes. LOL love u altho u very fierce.
dionne - twin. i love u. :D altho we didn do the WEIRD EXCHANGE!
yushi - thnx for always trying to console me. and thnx for being so sweet :D
peiwen - love u good fren!. ahhaa. thx for e effort to buy pressie for me.
kahhong - thnx for the fan club shirt! ahahAhaha but ure stupid. im clever.
angkasa - u tis dun rmb ppl bday ACTUALLY RMB! :D love e shirt.
joe - thnx lah nephew. LOL. i get haunted by ur pics in e shirt. :P
farhana - thnx for telling me wad u treasured :D i will too.
wendy - thnx for the whole celebration. love u to bits.
weeiling - thnx for e first bday testimonial! ahhaha.
marcus - glad to met up wif u :D and thnx for e simple celeb.
shermin - im so glad u din forget abt me!. ahhaa meet up soon!
clarice - i love u...... and we gonna celebrate on mon! HOHO
tenghon - thnx for e trip to get my desired present LOL
jorlyn - thnx for the marche treat!

ok monday..
met up wif jorlyn
and she treated mi marche :D

wed..
met up wif kahhong joe and angkasa.
I LOVE THEM!
they made mi a fanclub shirt
hahaaa altho is written as
chicken pox chenpei's fan club
and it has my name in front.
and their faces at the back!.
so kuku. LOL.

thurs..
met up wif wendy
watch WORLD TRADE CENTRE
den went new york
and she insisted to order this GIANT yankee burger.
it cost like 28.90 lahz.
when e plate came...
IS THE SIZE of the TWO SEATER table.

everyone stared at us.

changed table and she asked mi to close my eyes.
so she put a lighed candle.
and tts my bdae caKE! :D
this manager got ppl to sing bday song to me
sang once. and wished mi.
den this staff. suddenly came.
and say he wan sing too.
so i got two bday song :D

and the manager gave mi
a candy floss free.

ate like.. pig.
and im super duper very FULL
haha.
wendy got mi a candy turning machine.
wif sweets.

and u noe wad..
b4 tt we went action city
and i commented that
is like cheating urself lah e machine.
ok.. now im cheating myself.
( get it? if u dun. HAHA )

tis is e best we can do..

and new york service is good :D

friday.
met up wif marcus.
and watch deathnote.
thnx for ur purse cum bag :D
and e cab home..

and this coming monday..
my date with CLARICE.
i soooo super long nv see her.
we are gonna celebrate our bday together!
HohoHO.

i had a good bday! :D
and.. i made three wishes.
cannot say! if not. it wunt come true!
but i doubt all will come true...

ahhh. my eye candy.
mon tues wed thurs!
woo..

- i promised i will not eat them again.

2006-10-20T18:02:00.000+08:00

19 OCTOBER, thursday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

.. so fast
it's over. ANYWAY.
im gonna do a long update on my bdae
when im done wif my hmk.

be back to edit later.. :D

2006-10-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

wb: got any impt points in lect today?
me: i nv listen
wb: i wonder why u go there for then?
me: go better than nv go wad
at least i got frenz company
holiday so long le
still stay at home.

im BIT mean.
but im not gonna be nice
to pple trying to find my fault.

LIKE PLS.
if u say why i bother going lect
and not listening.
den WHY u. who wans to noe e impt points
AND not go e lecture
yet ask ur frenz?
wunt u just blame them.
if they tell u anyting lesser?

say pple dunnoe how to say urself.

and ure sucha loser
IF u pass ur card for pple to tap.
come on.
dun tink actin a slacker in sch
but secretly studying at home
CAN MAKE U APPEAR SMART.

realised.
nice pple got bad ending.
nice pple will be taken for granted
nice pple will die earlier.
nice pple will be miserable.

:D so shut up lah you.

ok.
breathe in breathe out.
tomorrow will be a better day.

2006-10-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

ive walked out of my shadow.
those words made mi realise ure
just someone in my past..

and i will never wan to go back then.
:)

BAD DAY.

sch's boring for e first week.
lecturers' trying to find tings to tok.
wad this and wad that.
din bother listening.
was busy looking at pple.
LOL.

stoned.
im in painnnnnnnn.
i shld have exercise lahs.

hiccup like super long
and ive finish my water.

shoe's sole broke into half.
dragged my feet and walk.
is horrible.
i look as if im crippled.
and they dun really seem...

in e end. i walked barefooted HOME.

* and im off to see doctor.

2006-10-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

LOST

Ring Ring.. WHAT! I could not believe
i heard the phone ring.
I was shocked and i sat on my sofa.
Tears were rolling down by my cheeks
and my heart ached.
I suddenly recalled about him,
what he had done to me, help me,
console me and the most important
is that he was the one
that dote me the most.
I still remember the time...

FIRST paragraph of my
sec 3 bro's essay..

and i was luffing when i read
his whole work.
so.. i din noe he was shocked
that e fone will ring.
and he cant believe he heard tt.

HAHAHaa. ok i tot it was funny
so i blog it down.

-good thing my bro dun read my blog.
before.. i die. :D

first day of sch.
ponned half of e lect
nono.
so not a good start.

and that stupid air con man.
din make my air con better.
and to those smoking
even when e haze is already BAD
have a life.

tomorrow will be a better day!

* you let me realised that
i dun love u anymore.

2006-10-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

pretty things you see today ,
may not exist tomorrow.
CHERISH!

finally work's finish for this wk.
sold 66 pantiliners in TOTAL.
omg rites?

but but...
SCHOOL's STARTING TML.
sian sian sian.

11 - 1.
macroecons lect.

...
i got this bad feeling.
let it not be true.

and guys.
stop being a bastard.

2006-10-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

2 or more say so.
and it shall be done..

I HATE THAT PERSON
tink im wad.
go die LAHHHHHHHH..

someone. help mi kick.

no. chenpei SAY NO.

-sold 25 pantyliners today.
tiringggggg....
i almost fall aslp while standing.
HAHA

2006-10-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

the 11 people quiz~

Can you name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head?

don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people.
no cheating !

1.dionne
2.peiyi
3.wendy
4.jasmine
5.shermin
6yewjoe
7.kahhong
8.weekok
9.yushi
10. clarice
11. roy

how did you meet 10?
CJC ORIENTATION.
im sorry girl i left u there after 4 wks. :D

what would you do if you had never met 6?
den my sec 3 lesson wouldnt be so funny.

what would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
HAHA . cannot be lah.

have you ever seen 4 cry?
nope. she is stronger than me.:D

do you think 1 is cute?
of cos. my twin. :P
WE ARE IDENTICAL for THIS!

tell me something about number 11.
he loves me and clarice!

how do you know 8?
same volleyball team.
and he claims he is e star player.
when he kept hitting them OUT :D

would you ever go on a date with number 5?
of cos. haha she's my bestgf.

what's 7's favorite color?
blue?( sorry babe. )

what wuld u do if 6 confessed they liked you?
hahaa i like you too my sister!
HAHAHAHAHAA

fact about 9:
she is a sweetie pie. :D

who is 4 going out with?
her dogs. HAHAHAA

who is number 5 to you?
bestGF LAH!.

would you ever live with 11?
NO, haha :P

is 2 single?
no, she's like mine?

where does 7 live?
amk. one stop away!

what do you think about 3?
she rocks my life :D

what's the best thing about number 8?
:)pei me for lunch break and those cant slp nights

what do you like about number 10?
she is forever encouraging me
and comical lah. i just love her. haha

favorite memory with 2?
shopping trip on 12 october!
:D laugh like siao..

ok random tings to do..

2006-10-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

tell me to say no.

this time.
i noe i shldnt relent.
let me not waver.

jerk bastard asshole freak.

let me hate that person.
come on......
ahh.

tml im going work again.
got MYSTERY SHOPPER tml...
SIAN AHHHH.
maybe i shldnt have agreed too.

is e money that motivated me

im broke!
my to buy list still not ending la.
wallet.
earphones.
handphone.
nail hardener.
jeans.
.
.
.

actually i dunno.
im addicted to spending.
ok. crapz.

WISH ME LUCK FOR TML WORK!
:D:D go chenpei go!

2006-10-13T00:43:00.000+08:00

hmm.
talked on fone with him.
after... so long.

suddenly.
the misses.
the thinkings.
the yearnings.
the waiting.
the feeling.
were not so strong anymore.
i dint feel extremely happy that he called.
and i had no words to talk suddenly.
maybe cos he mia for full 7 days?

am i getting used to life wout him?

i dunnoe. im not even sure myself.

when he told me he called
somebody else yesterday.
i wasnt jealous.
maybe cos i noe he tried calling me first
and my fone was off.

i asked about char.
and he said they just sms.

dint ask more.
cos we aint anymore...
so i shldnt interfere.

but i din feel as bad as i tot it would be.

are they only memories that i yearn?
nothing else could bring them back anymore.
i realised.

alright.
move on. move on. move on.

me: maybe cos im not good enuff for him ba.
dionne: no more like he not good enuff for you
.
.
.
me: altho i wan slap him but i couldnt say no.
dionne: i will kick his gr*** man.

HAHAA. somehow made my day :))

2006-10-11T13:36:00.000+08:00

mypapertomato@hotmail.com
OR
mypapermonkey@hotmail.com ?

help help HELP........
haha.

2006-10-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

haze is back !!!!!!!!
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

my eyes are tearing LAHS!
i hate hate hate haze.
and i hate those who smoke MORE.

i need fresh air badly.
and im like super motivated to run today.
.... and e haze has to come back.
HOW NICE.

i need to lose weight.
okok.
NOT HUNGRY DONT EAT!

dont tempt me people.
hees.

2006-10-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

dance. WATCH!
anddd.. WATCH!
cos it's superb. :D

went VIVOCITY with wendy.
heard it's mega BIG!
BUT
many shops arent open

AND it has a lookalike esplanade rooftop :D

was both BROKE
so we dig all our bags for moneyy.
AND i manage to dig out lyk 10 plus bucks.
enuff for two macs meals for both of us
HAHA
unsightly =X

headed to siloso beach.

met childish guys.

our happy food!

and i tell u.
WENDY's brain
is on that TREE!

she thought e whole earth
is just SINGAPORE.
HAHAHA.

shagged.
but i love today.
cos i sang childhood songs
in front of e night beach. :D
like i live in my own world

dumb us.
cos we spend 10 mins trying
to clean our legs n slipper
wif different ways
and in e end.
we walk tru e sand.
.... u noe. :))

HAZE's GONE!
i felt like im smoking
e past few days :/

2006-10-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

simplicity is e word.

give me an innocent world
i will love you :D

finally. 3 days of work.
done!
165 bucks into my pocket
* KACHINGS!

im seriously like broke?

and i met funny pple.
really opened my eyes.
i hope i meet nicer pple tho.
HAHA will u be the one?

2006-10-08T11:29:00.000+08:00

through e indian toilet auntie
in the amk library.

- HE gave me a sign.
when i tot nothing helps anymore

faith.trust.love

2006-10-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

i sold 20 pantyliners today!
ok achievement
compared to e 4 bags of uic.

some aunties are nice
some are equally bad.
im bored at work.
if u wan jisiao ,
QUICK COME FIND ME
sun and next sat n sun.
AMK NTUC.
i welcome u warMLY
girls buy for urself
guys buy for ur mum :D

*updates abt my zoo trip

so let e pictures tok! :D

too many to put.
just some for fun :D
I LOVE ZOO!

* sgb meeting.
i drew this for bernice!

* my chicken pox days.
my beloved dionne phoi kent salny peiwen
came my hse and gave mi
LOTS OF COLORS roses. :D

work again tml =.-
i wan monday!!!!!!

I HATE RUI BAO WONG!

2006-10-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

had my work at toa payoh ntuc.
I TELL U.
TOAPAYOH HAD TWO NTUC
wth. where got one place have two de.
i tink e builder mind got problem
and i pian pian have to be send
to e ULU NTUC

pls lah. if im e buyer.
i will go e interchange one.
and not this LAH!.

ok. so im selling uic washing powder.
freaking hell.
got free sample oso no ppl wans.
and e rest of e competitiors washing tings is
on e other lane.
my lane oni got mi and e uic brand of washing powder
and air fresherner n floor cleaner
n toothbrush. -.-
no link ok.

and i got weird supervisor LAH!
he ask how old i am
he ask if i attached.
he tells mi abt his SHI LIAN
he ask abt my jean size.
he says he gives mi a chance
to be fren wif HIM

wth..
and guess wad i replied.
i got alot of frenz already
HAHAHA

he sot de.

weekok acc-ed mi for break
and im definitely thankful for tt la
i hate eating alone.

this 2 very nice aunties
entertained mi for 40 mins.
nice. :)

so i conclude.
I DUN WAN GO BACK THERE ANYMORE.

tml : amk ntuc
selling: pantyliner =X
HAHAHA.

tomorrow will be a better day.
yes yes yes.
go chenpei go!

i pray tt tml i will not be lyk today.

zoo pics another day.. :)
busy lahs
haha

2006-10-06T00:24:00.000+08:00

i wan to vomit blood.
like why am i so dumb.
to continue forcing myself
to tok to YOU
.. when all i get
is heart aches
and pek cek-ness?

SGB meeting is great! :)
cos we always luff so much
till i feel lyk exploding.

and phoi.
used 440 pantyliners to ZA on me.
when usually pple use stones.
-.-

aiyer. dun make mi do things tt i dun wan to do

2006-10-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

bloated.
i feel fat lahs!

i promise.
tml i will go jogging!
i seriously need that.
in case i weigh 100 kg
when school reopens.
:(:(

motivation. GOGOGO!

2006-10-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

ber makes mi feel lyk
im e cleverest human on earth :D

me: typo. lazy see keyboard
ber: i dunneed see oso zhun
me: so u indirectly saying i not zhun LAH?
ber: -runs away-
me: u tink u run very fast huh?
ber: err.. i run lyk a tortoise.
me: haha really? but i dun wan be rabbit leh
cos rabbit lost in e end
ber: wa piang -.- u fast leh.
me: ahahha why?
ber: u caught it.others will still ask me y.

HAHAHAHA
*grinz.

for TODAY...
ber's great.
wendy's great.
dionne's great.
yushi's great.
weekok's great.

cos they made me smile :))

but ber, dont forget!
u owe mi a big popcorn :D
sweet.salty.cheesy.ANDchicken!
heh heh

~~and i think i rely on u too much~~